Jaded.

Perhaps I’ve been taught, or perhaps I’ve learnt. But for whatever it is, I am far too afraid, too insecure, and too unsporting to leave anything to chance. I’m far too delusional to accept that this is the most I can do, but far too pragmatic to see that what I want is what’s before me. Some say it’s irresponsibility; some say it’s paranoia. But I say it’s security. For my own sake this time, to choose to leave before another leaves me. 

  1. iamdenise said: -hugs- don’t worry too much, chooby. sometimes, I think you should heed your own advice you tell other people :3
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